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Got my Donnie Darko dvd today. Oh man, that movie is so amazing. Just got done watching it for the 3rd time ^_^! DVDs own. XD!
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[24 Dec 2003|10:20pm] |
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Well, Christmas Eve is pretty much over ^_^!
I got some clothes, and 2 new games =-O!
Castlevania: Lament of Innocence
- This game is badass. The setting, graphics, everything! I love this game :-P~~~
Final Fantasy X-2
- Some parts are kinda cheezy. With all the "Charlies Angels" type poses 'n shit. But other then that, I like it XD! Rikku...*drool
Tommorow morning I get the rest of my presents XD! Like Donnie Darko and some candy. Maybe something else? :) Who knooooows XD
Well, back to FFX-2. Latz
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| No tommorow...No tommorow |
[20 Dec 2003|06:42pm] |
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Well! Well! Well!
Ugh, its been so bad. I can't wait anymore! X-MAS MUST COME SOONER! I COMMAND IT! >_<;;
And yeah, I did an oopsie. I found my presents and saw what I got o_o
I got...
Final Fantasy X-2
Castlevania: Lament of Innocence
Donnie Darko DVD
Clothes
Shitload of Twix
XD!
4 DAYS TILL XMAS FKLAHJDSFKLAHSFDLAFDMASMFDLKAHJFKLAFDS
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| Thank You |
[12 Dec 2003|12:44am] |
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Thank You
Beyond the bounds of existence
Love
Hatred
And despair
I grab on to what’s left of reality
Never thinking, never breathing
But forever bleeding
I look up
To see blurs of our perfection
Nothing makes sense
Inevitability takes over
No sense in trying…
More sense in dieing…
Beyond the bounds of reality
Life
Death
And freedom
I grab on to what’s left of my existence
Thinking, barely breathing
No longer bleeding
I look around
To see the clear blue sky
Making sense
I smile with chuckle
It makes sense to try
No sense to die…
I brush off my hatred
As the recovering winds brush against my being
Theirs no sense to resist
For I’ve waited for the day to feel good
And that day is now
And forever…
For God himself has accepted me
For now I’m a spirit…
Dead in reality
Alive in existence
Oh thank heaven :)
-blooag
12/12/03
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| Wow, its already Thursday o__o |
[11 Dec 2003|06:54am] |
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Damn, it feels like yesterday was Monday o_O BUT ITS ALREADY THURSDAY!? Noice :D
Only about...*counts* 9 days till X-Mas break! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY XD! I'm so damn excited. Christmas is just ugh, SHINEY LIGHTS EVERYWHERE, BOOTLEG SANTA, AND PRESENTS! And family gettogetherness...mmmmm.
Well, I'm off to get ready for school. Lata pplz.
Er, oh yeah. I GOT 0.0 FOR THAT DAMN CATCHER CHOCOBO MINI GAME AND I UNLOCKED TIDUS'S CALADAOBAGOG OR WHATEVER THE FUCK IT IS AND IT OWNS! SHANE YER A DUMBASS FOR SAYING IT SUCKS!
I'm out.
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| Loading Z.O.E Module ... ... ... Complete. |
[09 Dec 2003|06:31pm] |
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I am now addicted to Zone of the Enders o.o
Not only is it a great game...but the anime I just saw, was fuckin awesome o.o Although it was just an introduction. Poor Viola :'(
After X-Mas, I'm gonna get some of the Z.O.E.: Delores DVDs with my X-Mas money XD! Mmm, I can't wait till Christmas!
This year I hope to get at least one thing from the following:
Nintendo Gamecube
Family Guy Vol 1 and Vol 2
Final Fantasy X-2
Castlevania: Lament of Innocence
Donnie Darko DVD
(If I get a Gamecube...)
Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker
Soul Calibur II
Thats what I put on my X-Mas list that I gave my parents...I hope I didn't ask for TOO much but they said it themselves...they're just wishes :P Not like I'm gonna bust a tantrum cuz I didn't get all that I wanted. Meh.. *shrug*
Latz.
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[07 Dec 2003|06:27pm] |
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Okay seriously.
WTF is your problem. I said something I didn't mean because I was frustrated, and I apologized for it. What? You want me to bow down and fuck myself for you?
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[06 Dec 2003|02:12am] |
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Neil coming over for the weekend
Went to the dance...
Casey had an asthma attack and had an ambulence to take care of her
Rented Soul Calibur 2 and FFX-2
Downloaded Heaven
Neil kicked his own ass.
GONNA SEE LAST SAMURAI SATURDAY! XD!
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Guess what peoples?
I'm making a website about meeeeeee! Oooooo, aaaaaaaah, ooooooo, aaaaaaaaaah. *slap* HELLO!
I just started it and so far I got the homepage done ^_^. I'll keep ya'll updated.
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| Story time |
[02 Dec 2003|08:02pm] |
CHAPTER TWO
CRAZY
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Later that night, I started to dream about Leila. From her breasts to her eyes. And back down to her chest. I had a wonderful dream. Of us, sitting down in the fields, holding each other tight while gazing at the sunset. Then, I gently carried my head to her ear and whisper something. Then I wake up. 6 A.M. Once again, got ready, and went downstairs to see my mom packing my kid bro, Eric, some lunch. And Dad was about to leave for work. A typical family morning don’t you think?
“Oh, hi Joshua. You want some eggs? I can make you some,” suggested Mom.
“Nah ma, I’m kind of off schedule as we speak.” I walked up to her, and gave a friendly kiss on the cheek and went out to door to my car. As I was walking, I noticed a little girl standing in the middle of the road, motionless. “Hey kid, your going to get hurt if you stand in the middle of the street, ya know.”
The girl turned around and gazed at me and said, “It won’t be long now Josh. It won’t be long now.” With that last word spoken, a car out of nowhere came racing. It swerved in a bad fashion. Like the driver was drunk or something. The girl, not even noticing she’s about to be ran over just smiled. “Josh, please hurry,” she told me. IN an instant, the car hit the girl head on, and kept going as if nothing happened. Any normal person would be shocked, frightened, and devastated. I wasn’t any one of those things. I stood there calm, but very much confused. Like, what she meant when she said, “It won’t be long now.” Or why she was standing in the middle of the road. And didn’t move an inch when a drunk driver was coming right at her. And why something so spontaneous would happen to me? Why me? After a few short moments of thought, I managed to get in my car and leave for school. Hoping I can put this all behind me.
About fifteen minutes after the incident, I arrived at the Hellhole. I turned the key off and sat there. Taking deep breaths. Breathing in the present and breathing out the past. When I felt ready, I got out of my car, and walked into the building. As I was walking down the hall to my locker, I got many greetings and a few glares. And a few winks J. I finally arrived at my locker, unlocked it, but dropped my lock on accident. It started to bounce and roll. Until it was stopped by a foot. I kneeled down to pick it up. Then looked up as I was rising. Then something happened. When I looked up, I saw my angel, Leila. My mind must have been playing tricks on me. I couldn’t realize that my dream may have been reality. It hit me like a shotgun. Then, I started having that feeling again. Time slowed down, my heart raced, and I immediately stopped breathing. The feeling I thought you could only feel once. Then, when I came out of it. I immediately grabbed my chest. Till this day, I do not know why I grabbed my chest. Although, it felt warmer than usual. I opened my yes at last, to see her walking away with her friends. I quickly ran to her without even closing my locker. I gained up, and tapped her on the shoulder and asked, “Um…have we met before?” To my complete surprise, she just stared at me blankly like I was a complete idiot. I started to sweat, awaiting her reply.
“Um, who are you?” she asked.
“You don’t remember? We were at a party last Saturday. And I kind of had too much to drink or something and I fainted. You helped me by driving me home, remember?”
“I have no idea what you are talking about.” She then turned around, and walked off. I didn’t know what to think after that. Was I crazy? Was it a dream? These thoughts haunted me the rest of the day. I was so confused.
Finally, the long school day came to an end. I was walking outside when I noticed Leila getting in her car. I didn’t want to even bother. So I just kept walking. Until I saw a little girl, standing in the middle of the road. I believe it was the same girl from this morning. At the time, I felt it was impossible. “What the fuck! Kid, I saw you die! Unless my eyes are fooling me. Are you a ghost?”
“I’m not dead silly,” the little girl replied.
“But I saw you die! What is your problem?!”
“I’m not the one with the problem. You’re the one talking to yourself.”
“Okay, your making me very angry,” I said in a rough, bumpy voice.
“It won’t be long now. I suggest you do something. You don’t have much time.”
“What the fuck do you mean?!” I shouted. Then, out of nowhere, the same car from this morning started coming towards the little girl. And it was swerving in the same fashion like this morning. The girl turned to the car, then turned to see me face to face.
“Please hurry,” the girl said. Then, the car ran right through her. Just like this morning. What the hell is going on? Who is this girl? What is she trying to tell me? These were just some of the questions I have ready to ask. I grabbed what was left of my sanity, and walked to my car. Noticing everyone was staring at me. Like I was crazy.
Maybe I was…
Or maybe it was something more…
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[01 Dec 2003|07:14pm] |
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Good friend of mine sending me the Donnie Darko Soundtrack. Oh man, its amazing.
The best song off it, just got done transfering. Gonna lay down the lyrics for ya cuz I love it so much.
Note:(My favorite lines are in italics)
Gary Jules - Mad World
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All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places – worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere – going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression – no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow – no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday – happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen – sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me – no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me – look right through me
And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
Mad world . . . world
Enlarge your world
Mad world
Its truely the most amazing song I have ever heard. Thank you Shaber ^_^!
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| Slash's Poetry Corner |
[30 Nov 2003|02:52am] |
Inner Demon
Growing cold in an instant
Echoes of a memory starts to lose it’s grip
Death is coming
Never to be stopped
The inner demon holds tightly
Willingly
A new beginning
You start to sweat
Your heart feels hallow
And refilled with you inner demon
He is becoming something
Your becoming nothing
Hope is pointless
Life becomes death
Never to be stopped
Your soul opens its eyes
Gains consciousness
Spreads its wings of light
With little hope of winning
It flaps with determination
Then destroyed
You’ve been taken over
Never to be stopped
Something inside
Has become your outside
You prey on spilt blood
Your amused by constant screams
You feel no pain
No God can save you
I’m never to be stopped
For I am my inner demon
- SlaSh4EveR
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[26 Nov 2003|03:57pm] |
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b l o O a G: man
b l o O a G: me and derek were bored in english
b l o O a G: so we thought what life would be like
b l o O a G: if we had fingers for nipples and nipples for fingers
b l o O a G: LMAO
shabeR 666: .,...........................................................
shabeR 666: UH
shabeR 666: LMFAO
b l o O a G: long
b l o O a G: soft
shabeR 666: OKAY
shabeR 666: WHAT
shabeR 666: THE
b l o O a G: nipples
shabeR 666: ??FUCKING SHIT
b l o O a G: LMAO
shabeR 666: ..............
b l o O a G: LAMFOAFLMOAFLMAFOALFMOAFLMAOFLMAOFLAMFOAFLMAOF
shabeR 666: UH
shabeR 666: OKAY
shabeR 666: YER TALKIN ABOUT WEIRD SHIT
b l o O a G: DANGLING
shabeR 666: AND I LOOK OUT M YWINDOW
shabeR 666: AND M PERSON ACROSS THE STREET WALKS OUT IN A DRESS AND CHECKS THE MAIL, AND HES A GUY
shabeR 666: WWWWWWWWTTTTTTFFFFFFFFf
b l o O a G: ARE U SERIOUS
shabeR 666: YE#S
shabeR 666: YES
shabeR 666: HOLY FUCK
b l o O a G: well
b l o O a G: i guess
b l o O a G: thats College Station for ya
b l o O a G: =.
b l o O a G: =/
b l o O a G: in a way
b l o O a G: LMAO
shabeR 666: X_X
shabeR 666: LOL
b l o O a G: GOD U MADE ME SPEW
b l o O a G: LMAO
shabeR 666: >F<MAFOMA
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| Story! |
[26 Nov 2003|12:33am] |
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Okay, heres the scoop. I watched Donnie Darko for the first time and lemme tell you...a masterpiece. So, thanks to that movie, I've been inspired to write a story myself. So I decided that I would write it, type it, and post every new chapter I finished typing. And wow, I have the first chapter of my story, "Reality." Here it is and enjoy!
CHAPTER ONE
DELICIOUS
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The alarm started to go off. As it normally did at 6 A.M. My eyes were a little hesitant, but they eventually gave in and opened to see the shining rays of morning. Minutes later I woke up, rubbed my face, and fell back into my bed. “This is going to be harder than I thought,” I said. As I reluctantly picked myself up out of bed, I walked to the bathroom, and took a piss.
Today was officially the first day of my Junior year. Like most first days, I was a little nervous. And distressed. I never liked school. Doing pointless projects and never learn shit. School is pointless. But in my opinion, along with things that are bad, they’re a few things that are good. Some of the good things were meeting friends, and the first smoke of the school year. For some reason, as much as I smoke, the cigarette feels much more relaxing on this day. Maybe its just all the anxiety I feel. Maybe the more butterflies, the better the cigarette. But seriously, who gives a fuck.
After a long day of boring ass lectures and class introductions, me and a couple friends went out partying. You could call it a tradition, but I don’t think much of it. Just having a good time after a bad time. So I was dancing with some ladies and in the corner of my eye I saw this angel. Let me tell you. I’ve never felt anything close to what I felt those few seconds. Time slowed down, my heart raced, and I suddenly stopped breathing. That feeling was so amazing. For those few seconds, I was floating in a field of clouds. When it came to an end, I found myself on the floor, facedown with a smile on my face. As I got up, I looked up slowly, to notice that the angels breasts, were right in my face. “Are you okay?” her heavenly voice had spoken.
“Um…y-yeah. I-I’m fine…thanks.”
I slowly took my eyes from her chest and stared into her deep, rich sapphire eyes. Her gaze shot Cupids arrow into my heart. For the first time, I felt true love. She stared blankly and said, “Are you sure your okay? If your not feeling too good, I can drive you home.”
“Um…well. If its not too much trouble.”
“Oh! No trouble at all. Oh, by the way, my names Leila.”
I couldn’t help myself. My eyes left my mind. My ears left my head. The sound of her voice and the privilege to stare at her made the moment that much more amazing. “Um…here. Let me help you,” she said. She suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me up. From there she guided me to her car. I was a little out of it. But I was in touch with reality enough to direct her to my house. When I awoke, I found myself comfortable in my bed. 6:00 A.M. I figured that whole experience was just a dream. I figured nothing so great would happen to me. So, I got up, got ready, and left for school. Met my friends and had a smoke.
Delicious.
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| Everyone dies alone. |
[22 Nov 2003|11:53pm] |
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Fuck you all.
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Well...
For some reason. I saw this Zoloft commercial dealin' with Social Anxiety Disorder. And I thought about it and I think I'm going to talk to my mom about my problems I have in school. I hope she understands >_<;;
I don't know if its official that I have social anxiety disorder, but I feel I need to talk to someone, and see what they think. Someone I can personally talk to. Man, I'm nervous...Oh well, it has to happen sometime.
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[19 Nov 2003|06:46am] |
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| I BEAT LUKE! |
[18 Nov 2003|04:50pm] |
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Iost in the song: Jesse .. sick icon.
Auto response from Iost in the song: BRB
b l o O a G: bitch
Iost in the song: yay it works.
Auto response from b l o O a G: Nope I win 20 million times to the infinity!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA sucker.
Iost in the song: ...
Admit it Luke, I beat you. Thats 2 losses for you now ;)
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From delusion lead me to truth
From darkness lead me to light
From death lead me to immortality.
He who knows both knowledge and action, with action overcomes death and with knowledge reaches immortality.
In him are woven the sky and the earth and all the regions of the air, and in him rest the mind and all the powers of life. Know him as the ONE and leave aside all other words. He is the bridge of immortality.
Beyond the senses is the mind, and beyond the mind is reason, its essence. Beyond reason is the Spirit in man, and beyond this is the Spirit of the Universe, the evolver of all.
When the five senses and the mind are still, and reason itself rests in silence, then begins the Path supreme.
And when he is seen in his immanence and transcendence, then the ties that have bound the heart are unloosened, the doubts of the mind vanish, and the law of Karma works no more.
- Matrix Revolutions - Neodammerung
Yes I saw Matrix Revolutions and let me tell you...that movie, was the most amazing thing EVER! It'll take a lot to amaze me more then I am amazed as of right now. Maybe "The Last Samurai" will do it...or maybe "Lord of the Rings: Return of the King." Who knows, BUT OMFG THAT MOVIE WAS GREAT!
People...do yourselves favors and GO SEE THIS MOVIE!
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